I miss you

three years ago today I lost my grandad, he was one of the best people I have had in my whole entire life, we used to sit there singing country western songs, taking the mic out of people, laughing and he was generally one of the bestest grandads anyone could wish for. I have been hiding underneath a false smile all day when really I just want to burst out crying because I miss him so much and I would do anything to get him back, I would do anything to get rid of cancer!! 2009 was possibly the worst year for me ever I lost both of my grandads in the space of four months and I would just well and truely do anything be able to be in their arms for just one last time and tell them I love them as I never got to say goodbye. I really do miss love you and miss you both x x x